Things that I want: October 19, 2008

-A violin to hang on the wall that I never learn to play, only to watch age
-A dancing fit to replace my sometimes irritation
-A cat to sleep on my chest and lick my nose with its rough tongue
-To channel the creative energy I feel stirring about inside of me that I can not seem to focus or direct
-An entire month of empty days to wander the city and fall back in love with it
-To always run into people to hug while I am out and about
-A break in the cyclical pattern of class, work, homework, sleep
-To stop dreaming about balloons, which represent a loss of hope to the subconscious mind
-All of the love that could fit in a cup; that I could sip at until I am irreversibly tendered
-My family near, my sacrifices undone, my unlived life back so that I may attempt to live it again
-Your warm energy around, always